The memories (story)

This night was different, I'm without you next to me. I heard people ghostly ghostly voices around me are happy, but not for me. now I'm here just surrender to my destiny, hope has been destroyed and can not be achieved. Without knowing it I smile because I remember my past with him... -"- This morning I was confuse, I'm confused about some of the choices in front of me and of course I do not want to miss any chance have I got, but I have two options should I choose one of them, and the choices it makes me confused. Well after graduating VHS I got a scholarship to attend school to German or France because I'm getting the best value among the provinces. ---